Been A While

I know I get distracted sometimes and forget to keep things up here. I don't mean to, but things just get so busy.
CJ is getting so big every day. I love him so much. He rolls all the time and sits on his own for long periods and loves to explore everything and is just so oppinionated that it kills me. I am both excited and filled with dread over the idea of him becoming more mobile.
Today I saw my midwife again. She was gushing over my baby boy (as she should have been) and we talked about how things are going right now. It turns out that I have moved just around the corner from her. That just about blew me off of my feet.
We also talked about the possibility of me having a VBAC (vaginal birth after cesarean) and she gave me some stuff to read before I make that kind of decision. I think I am at least going to try unless there is anything that tells me I shouldn't.
Anyway. It is late. I shouldn't be on here, really, but I couldn't sleep.
I am trying to do so many things right now and still keep my head on straight. We'll see how it all goes.